I hate girls

my sad beginning
2003-05-27 14:14:19 (UTC)

Depression

I went and talked to a counsler today. She thinks that I
may be "clinically(sp) Depressed" How other many people in
this world are depressed? Everyone is depressed at some
point in their life. So I'm single again. It's my fault. I
shouldn't have lied. I dont know why I did I just did. I
have to go and see the counsler again tomorrow. And then I
have to See a Doctor to take some type of a test to see if
I'm really depressed or not. I dont think I'll go. Who the
fuck cares about me anyways? I dont I wish I was dead.
Everyone would be better off if I was. Then there'd be no
more lying. oh well looks like I have to at least finish
off today. The counsler made me sign a 24 hour agreement
that i wouldn't harm myself.




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