punk_babe_182

Care
2003-05-27 00:27:33 (UTC)

I'm not attached to your world, nothing heals and nothing grows.

*SuckerPunch*

When I was young, I was always having fun.
Not saying there's no fun now,
It's just so spread out.
We're growing up so fast.
How can we make it last?
Don't wanna move away,
But I don't want to stay.
Another 2 years, I might not be here.
"Your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from
coming out... Let's just keep touching... Let's just keep,
keep singing, yeah..."

Wakefield"Decisions"

Decisions, decisions
My minds blowing into your screen
Television disrupting the sound of the tears
In the kitchen where my mom first threw a knife at me
Mom, I said I was sorry!
I'm sitting alone
I need someone to hold
My heart hurts!
Decisions to make
Am I ready to take my life away?

Suck it up kid
You're about to die anyway
Your dad's wasted
Your mom's on crack
Your brother's gay.
Never mind that
Take a .22 to your mouth
And blow your brains out
I'm sitting alone
I need someone to hold
My heart hurts!
Decisions to make
Am I ready to take my life away?

I'm drowning here
To seal the flame
We're happy
I will see you all in hell
I can't stop there
To say, again
The reason we're blown away

Away....
Away.....
Awayyyyy......

Decisions, decisions
My mind's blowing into the screen
Television disrupting the sound of the tears
Never mind
Take a .22 to your mouth
And blow your brains out
I'm sitting alone
I need someone to hold
My heart hurts!
Decisions to make
Am I ready to take my life AWAY?


May 20 -->
nothing to say
another wasted day
tired and exhausted
waiting for the next
weekend to come
- p r o c r a s t i n a t i o n -
i wish i was writing words that made a difference

Bright Eyes "Lover I Don't Have To Love"

I picked you out of a crowd to talk to you
Said I liked your shoes
You said thanks can I follow you?
So it's up the stairs
And out of view
No prying eyes
I poured some wine
I asked your name, you asked the time
Now it's two o'clock
The club is closed, we're up the block
Your hands on me, pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth trying to keep the words from
coming out
You didn't care to know who else may have been you before
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's to sad to give a fuck
Where is the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said you'd meet him here but I'm not sure
I got the money if you got the time
He said it feels good, I said I'll give it a try
Then my mind went dark
We both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers
They just play tragic
And the phone's ringing
And the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching
Let's just keep keep singing
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Here is the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you, but you
You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
Do you like to hurt?
'Cause I do, I do, I do
Then hurt me
Then hurt me




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