hello kitty cat
2003-05-25 01:52:58 (UTC)

forever and always...

I am ALWAYS going to be an alternative grunge girl. There i
no other genre of music that touches me like ealy/mid
ninties grunge/alternative. Smashing Pumpkins, Pearl
Jam..all that....that's all I've been listening to lately,
and it's really familiar. I miss things that
are comforting and familiar..I don't have much to show for
that anymore but myself.

Pearl Jam

Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Her lace spread out before me, as her body once did
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
And all I taught her was everything
I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything?
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear
And twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can, drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll
be a star
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine