Tainted in shackles

Unintentional/iInTeNtiOnal DaMagE
2003-05-24 03:17:46 (UTC)

Oh yeah it's been awhile

It's been a while since the last time i wrote in here so
lets make it proper....


Dear Diary,

Dear diary last year sucked i went through let me count 1 2
3 4. A asshole, a idiot, a stalker, a cheater (no 2
cheaters) and a wonderer. To sum it all up. Hey look at
that i broke my own record for the year before...he he he.
YOU KNOW HOW YOU ARE!!!!

Well any ways they were all a waste of time in the
end...and all of them still want to my "friend" if they
think that got anything coming from this direction they are
sadly mistaken.. boo boo


Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm oh god, this semester was straight
garbage, i mean straight shitty diapered, old vegetables,
old meat, old "everything" type of garbage i mean the kind
like after you clean out the refridgerator in the basement
type garbage. i got a fuckin .8- yea thats it a .8...what
the fuck all because i had to drop 2 of my classes and the
2 class that i was left with i missed one...yeah ONE
(college ain't no joke, boo boo) assignment in each-pure
horse and bullshit. I tell ya this is maddness i could have
strangled them damn teachers....any ways this semester im
bussin a 4.00 or im bussin a head or two.

i should have left Michigan when i graduated out that bitch
ass high school now my ass is stuck 4 more years in this
shitty ass dog infested pet infested house. Yeah fuck it so
what im a lil bitter-
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just
want to get the hell away from here is that too much to
ask....i think not!!!


on a brighter note-


if there is a will there is a way and that lil fucker cupid
then shot my ass again-


His name is Daniel he is so good to me.
Im not trippin it's been 6 months and were still just
kickin it you know ummmmm that im not in a relationship
techically-so to speak because he's "not ready" for that
type of commitment and don't want to be feeling "somthered"-
his words not mines

and you know what im soooooooooooo coooooooooooooooool with
that....i think
low key i don't see what the big deal is we are already
there we just ain't using the fucking titles-duh....but if
thats how he wants it at least were being honest because
just cuz he's not ready thats just giving me more chill
time with him but since im not in a "commitment" type deal
that leaves free range huh don't it huh huh?? Who am i
kiddin i could do anything with any one else- hell when
they ask for my # an best believe they do because im what-
ohhhhh weeeeeeeee (but thats besides the point)i feel
somewhat guilty about giving out my number or taking theirs
so cheatin is definitley not in the 2 3=4 ya dig. (the
equation for the slow one reading this)

WELL SEE HOW HE TURNS OUT- IT'S ALEREADY BEEN 6 MONTHS- MAY
8


AH WELL IM TIRED OF WRITING HOLLA AT CHA LATER-

me~sc