Rico

My Gay Misadventures
2003-05-23 22:27:39 (UTC)

All's fair in love and war.

Ok, So here's the deal...I have already adapted to the fact
I can only talk to Michael once a week if im lucky, and see
him once a week if im REALLY lucky. His absence really
doesn't bother me anymore. However, Seein how I do have
feelings for the guy, I dont have enough power to just up
and leave him, So, In spite of him being a lazy lover, I'v
took the liberity to find other people to fill in the spots
where he so flawlessly fails at. (i.e. Sex, foreplay,
company, cont. coversation)...I feel really bad afterwords,
when i do something sexual (which hasnt happened but maybe
twice) but still, I feel somewhat bad. I dunno what Michael
would do if he found out...Prolly nothing, he doesnt seem
to care much when it comes to my personal life (or needs
for that matter)...So, until he starts showin some signs of
affection in return, im ganna have to revert to my easy
ways again. I just hope none of this backfires and gets be
seriously burned in the end.




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