LoveGod

Different Worlds
2003-05-22 02:32:00 (UTC)

Not feeling like me

I'm just not feeling like myself today. I feel like I'm
watching myself in a really bad movie or reading about
myself in a really stupid book. I feel like I'm just
observing and not actually participating, and it's bizarre
and I don't like it. Oh well. There was something else I
was going to write about when I started this entry, but it
has slipped my mind now. Oh yeah...I feel like I'm
watching and waiting for something to happen. I start
randomly switching to CNN or the Fox news channel.
Speaking of which, fox totally cracked me up today...the
anchor introduced the audio tape supposedly from some al
qaida guy...then she seemed shocked that it wasn't in
English. It made me laugh at any rate. Watching or
reading the news usually cracks me up anyway. But then it
usually doesn't take a whole lot...I'm pretty easily
amused. One of my best friends from high school is
getting married next week. Now THAT feels bizarre. Oh
well, if the time and the man are ever right, I'll get
married too. :) If not, that's God's best for me. It's
definitely not something I'm stressing over now, or plan
to stress over in the near future. :) Yippee! Oh
yeah...my baby sister has a "date" next weekend. It's not
really a date...I mean, she's 13, and she says
they're "just friends" (but hey, I say that about Matt and
me all the time), but she's going to the movies with this
guy for his birthday. I think some other people are going
too, but it's just too cute. It's so amazing how
different she and I are. She's such a social butterfly
and I'm such a hermit. ;) Oh well. That's what makes me
special, right? Good special? Yes, good special! Don't
ask...




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