apfel diary
Ad 2:
2003-05-21 05:38:48 (UTC)

very very sad.i have been..

very very sad.i have been crying since last nite.the
hardest thing is i cant let my parents know that.as u
know,i like crying silently.and i dont want my family know
that.what i can do is talk/share with friends.couldnt
believe that a person can changed so fast.changed his mind
so easily.no matter how many sorry he has said,thought i
can forget it and pretend nothing happened?well,i cant!at
first,i do really mad at him.but there is no point to mad
him for this.just feel disappointed and sad.forget it,i
should be happy/lucky that i can know that so early,know he
is a bad guy.rite?