LoveGod

Different Worlds
2003-05-20 15:25:38 (UTC)

Why?

Why does Adam just arbitrarily IM me for no good reason?
I got online 20 minutes ago, and the moment I got on he
IMed me to tell me that he was almost done but that he had
to go take his piano exam. It was maybe a 2 minute
conversation. It felt really bizarre the way he sent me a
message as soon as I got on. I will not let him hurt me
the way he did last summer. It's simply not going to
happen. I'm having lunch with Granny this afternoon. I'm
guessing my real dad will be there too. I'm not bitter
about him as much as I was, but there are still some bad
feelings there and I don't know how to deal with them at
this point. I almost feel like I've made as much progress
as I can. But I can at least try to have a good attitude
about it, so please be praying for me today. Thanks! And
now for my sappy moment of the day...Matt is so sweet. I
am not going to get depressed this summer. I refuse. I'm
better than that. I deserve better than 3 months of
misery. I have no reason to be anything but happy. So
happy it is! ;)




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