winkluver99

this is what i wanted, wasn't it?
2003-05-19 22:54:18 (UTC)

cold down my back

shes falling down
cradling her heart as she goes

my birthday was quite interesting. i spent too much time
trying to please my parents. trying to make sure my dad
didn't get to mad. trying to not spend too much time at my
mom's. not telling anyone about it. not making a deal out
of it at all.

"o my god, this sounds so bitchy, but you can't win with
divorced parents. after a while you have to stop trying
to do what they want, and stop trying to please them,
because you never will. you need to start doing things for
you. so you are happy."

shes right, you know.

I want to not care at all. I want to let everything go.
believe me, trust me. but I can't. somethings not letting
me leave.




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