Belleh666

48 shades of darkness
2003-05-17 03:50:19 (UTC)

LIES ARE EVERYWHERE,LIES ARE..

LIES ARE EVERYWHERE,LIES ARE ALL I'VE BEEN TOLD
FUCK EVERYONE! I HATE ALL.NO ONE KNOWS WHATS INSIDE BEGGING
TO COME OUT,THIS DEMON IN ME, ONE SO TRUE WITH
FEELING,READY TO TAKE OUT ANYTHING THAT COMES IN MY
PATH.KILLING THE WORLD THATS KILLING ME. SIMPLE LITTLE
THINGS ARE ON MY LIST, LOVE, HUH, WHAT IS IT? I DON'T EVEN
KNOW ANYMORE. DRUNKEN STATE, IS ALL I FEEL, MY EMOTIONS
RUN, YES THEY ARE REAL, REAL TRUE AT HEART. IN LOVE WIT
SOMEONE, SO DEEPLY SO TRUE. NEVER BEFORE HAS IT BEEN REAL!
NOW I SEE WHAT HAS BECOME, WHEN THE LOVE I FEEL HAS NO
MEANING TO ANYONE ELSE! FUCK THIS SHIT I CAN'T TAKE IT
ANYMORE! PEOPLE SUCK! GETTING DRUNK RELEASING MY FEELINGS
IN THIS STUPID DIARY, WELL IT'S MY ONLY ESCAPE FROM MY
HARSH REALITY. TRYING TO SURVIVE,TRYING TO MAKE IT THROUGH
ANOTHER DAY, IT'S SO HARD, I WISH MY LIFE AWAY! BEGGING
SOMEONE PLEASE DO IT, ,PLEASE JUST MAKE IT LOOK LIKE AN
ACCIDENT, INSTEAD OF REALLY WANTING IT! BUT MY WISHES WONT COME TRUE!
THEY HAVE NEVER BEFORE, AND NEVER WILL! THERS ONLY ONE THING IN THIS
WORLD THAT I WANTED AND I WILL NEVER HAVE IT, EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!