ftrestarr*

Insane in the Membrane
2003-05-16 21:31:16 (UTC)

Changed...

So...I just got off the phone with Hilfiger...I tried to be
really calm and not say something stupid...but ya know he
brought up Cece and I gave him my opinion and he tried to
change my mind....it's kinda like he wants bnoth of
us....but he can't have both of us...and that's when i
start to get scared that I might be overruled ya know? And
when I talk to him on the phone, it makes me not like him
as much I dunno not like I dont like him but ya know
there's always the possibility of being with him and I
dunno the way he talks on the phone just doesn't
work...He's one of my friends that I just wanna give a big
hug to and say that everything will be alright and that I'm
gonna be there for them, but it almost makes me happy that
he's nervous around me still. ~~smirk~~ Ne who.. I hope him
and Cece work out, best wishes and mozaltov. I want him to
be happy. I wish for all my friends to be truely happy.
Even when they're making mistakes, I wish for them to make
the best of them even if they don't realize it's a mistake.
I wish for them to smile and live life to the fullest. I
wish for them to all knwo that they mean the world to me
and that when they're in trouble, I'll be the first one to
jump inand save them. I wish for them to wish....I better
go...gotz ta curl my hair for muzicle...Hope life turns
around soon...cya ont he flip side!
**Gaps




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