Booshwa

All That I Am
2003-05-15 19:53:41 (UTC)

My Life

I've only seen like 2 or 3 episodes of Dawson's Creek my
whole life but I watched the series finale last night and I
was balling like a baby. I was recording it for Jennifer
because she's on a plane to Hawaii by now and she couldn't
record it. Basically one of the main characters dies from a
medical illness (incurable) and she's a single parent and
she tapes a video for her daughter (who's like 1yrs old I
think). It was just so sad and I felt strangely motivated
afterward. Like I had to live life for all it's worth
because you never really know when your going to die. I
think she was like my age. I had this same feeling when
Aaliyah, the singer/actress, died in the plane crash. I
guess it's just weird because they're so young when they
died and it wasn't because someone murdered them or
whatever it was just something unexpected. I could die at
anytime for a infinite number of reasons and there's still
so much I want to do in life. I want to start back up in
school and finish up my degree and travel around the U.S.
and blah blah blah. There's just so much I want to do in my
life. Anyways, I was talking about Dawson's Creek, I
trailed off there for a second....it was such a sad finale.
And the way she died too....ahhhh I'm going to cry....her
grandmother was sleeping in a chair by her bed side and she
woke up, looked at her grandma and then closed her eyes
again and that was it.......okay can't think of this right
now, tearing up.

On a brighter, happier note...I have a job interview on
Monday!!!! woohoo! It's for ER Solutions a collection
agency in Renton which is about 40mins away but is right
next to Seattle. I think I talked about this last journal
entry, well anyway I called Rochel and she said to
come in and said my wage would have to be determined
because the start out there is $9/hr but I have a year of
experience in collections so it would go up! I'm so
excited. I really hope I do get this job because I need
something stable and if it turns out good I may end up
moving up there. If not Seattle then in the surrounding
area. I don't think I'd want to drive 40 mins back and
forth everyday. I'm so excited. Well, when I come back next
Wednesday I'll give the update on the job interview.

What else...hmmm...Mum said the fam damily is going to
Canadia tomorrow. Now I'm not going to get my hopes up like
I did in the "Canadia or Bust" entry. I'm going to wait
until I'm actually in the car and then once we past the
border I'll get excited. My luck we'll start driving and
then they'll change their mind half way up there. This is
my mum so it's not as unlikely as it sounds. I can't think
of anything else right now so I'm off so scope out the
military studs scattered about the lab! Later.




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