Fellinlovewithbenji

You think you know, but you have no idea
2003-05-15 16:29:09 (UTC)

~*Why Am I Not Happy?*~

I thought that perhaps my life was looking up for once.
Things are going well with my friends, and I actually have
a boyfriend...so why am I still not happy? Well for one
thing, I didn't talk to my bf at all yesterday..he was away
on AIM for at least like 10 hrs. Where the fuck could he
have been!?!? lol. Oh well. I just don't know tho..what am
I supposed to do? Im so confused. Oh man, Kimberly got
voted off American Idol last nite. Thank GOD it wasn't Clay
or Reubes. lol. CLAY AND KIMBERLY ARE HAVING AN AFFAIR I
KNOW IT! SHE BLOWS HIM KISSES AND STUFF! OMG THEY ARE
SOOOOOOOO GOING OUT. lol. Now its just Ruebes and Clay..im
really scared!! I dont want to see either of them lose, but
of course one of them has to. It sucks! :(

So anyways...Michele Monat was talking to me yesterday. I
dont think I want to be her friend again..I mean all she
does is smoke weed and cause trouble. She changed from the
last time I knew her. It sucks cuz me and her were like
best friends..and now she is like a wangsta. SHE WEARS
TIMBS!!!!! Christ! YOU ARE WHITE HUNNIE! Just because her
bf is black, she thinks she can be black too. Its bullshit.
So...I donno. I dont want her and I to be close anymore
like we used to. Besides, she thought that I chose Garrett
over her. Yeah fucking right. Me and G-Unit dont even
fucking talk anymore. All he does is call me and use me for
rides. ugh whatever.

Im so sick of the way that everyone changes. Its so unfair.

~*Follow your heart, your intuition. It will lead you in
the right direction. Let go of your mind, your intuition.
Its easy to find, just follow your heart baby*~

We'll see...xoMARYxo




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