2003-05-15 14:45:07 (UTC)

I haven t heard this song in..

I haven't heard this song in such a long time...

Dear MATTHEW - I liked you too much. I used to be
attracted to boys who would lie to me, and think solely
about themselves. And you were plenty self-destructive for
my taste at the time, I used to say "the more tragic the

Dear CAROLINE - I love you muchly. You've been nothing but
open-hearted and emotionally available and supportive, and
nurturing and consummately there for me. I kept drawing
you in and pushing you away. I remember how beautiful it
was to fall asleep on your couch and cry in front of you
for the first time. You were the best platform from which
to jump beyond myself. What was wrong with me?

Dear ASHLEY- You rocked my world! You had a charismatic
way about you with the women. And you got me seriously
thinking about spiritually. And you wouldnt let me get
away with kicking my own. It's kind of too bad, cus we
could have had much more fun.

Dear RICHARD- We learned so much. I realize we wont be able
to talk for some time. And I understand that, as I do
you. We were together during a very tumultuous time in our
lives. I will have your back and be curious about you,
about your career, your whereabouts.

What a great song. Why didn't I write it with the right
names? LOL.