SashaOlson412002

Sasha's Two Cents....
2003-05-14 02:39:09 (UTC)

IM SO FUCKING OVER THIS SHIT

i am so ready to just leave this shit hole. everyday i
dread coming home every fucking day because i hate being
insulted all the time, and i hate being taken for granted.
i hate that my mom doesnt love me, when i give her my all.
just yesterday...she and i started to talk about how much
my car insurance is gonna be. she doesnt really want me to
get my licence...(dont worry this isnt the reason why i
hate her..you'll see later) she knows that getting my
licence is more than just being able to drive for me. it
will give me a sense of self-worth because i dont have any.
so accomplishing that will boost up my selfesteem. and she
knows that..so just to spite me...she decideds to get me a
policy that will have me pay for the first 6 months before
i can even get behind the wheel. thats about 750-800 bucks.
then, before that, i gotta put atleast $1000 into repairs.
and if i dont come up with that shitload of money by the
end of july, my mom will make me start paying rent to live
in her house. and if i dont pay rent, she says shes gonna
kick me out! WHAT THE FUCK! im only 16 fucking years old.
and i dont have a job. if you have been reading my
journals..you can see ive been trying so hard to get a job
to please my bitch of a mother. and so now im so stressed.
how am i going to come up with almost $2000 before the
begining of july? then, i have to keep good grades, i have
to be the person she wants me to be..and then i have to
worry about doing EVERYTHING in this household. i dont know
what to do. please someone help...justin, my love, my
baby, he is the only thing that is keeping me from going
down the fucking drain. im about to go insane
LaterDayz..
Sasha




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