nobody

Long Time Silence

Here I am again,. with life a little better.
Last September we had a baby. She is wonderful
such an addition to my life, He is so gald and such a good
daddy.
Somedays it is unbelievable that i can be so happy now.
After all the time it was that i wasnt happy, now i am
scared of what is next. I am afraid of the bad things that
i have done in the past. If they will come back to me, so
i try not to think about being happy and having faith that
i will remain happy in annyomous standards.

I am still stuck in this awful country i hate, the time
goes so fast, now it is going on 4 yrs!