Infiniterocker

one last feeling before I go to sleep...

I wish someone for once in my life would go out of their
way for ME....
instead of me giving up everything all the time to try and
make things work...with fucking everyone.

I wish someone could hold me and tell me everything is
going to be OK.

I need to realize that I am alone. That no one gives a shit
without a selfish reason.

But I also need to remember that I'm doign this to myself.

Everyoen knows how to fucking talk so damn well....actions
speak lounder than words ...

AND on a different subject---
MY FATHER NEEDS TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE I AM TIRED OF
ALL THESE FUCKIGN CRAZY ABUSIVE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE WHY CAN'T
YOU LET ME BE??!!

-----------------------things need to change----------------