lilliana

lilliana
2003-05-13 00:04:25 (UTC)

Am I a Dyke?

Christ, did I even spell the WORD RIGHT? dike? diek? Jesus,
I give up. The fact of the matter is...I think I like
pussy. Eww that sounds gross....so, does that mean I
don't?? Wow, Im so cluttered. I mean, I can see a pretty
girl and feel really warm and fuzzy....down there? Is that
normal? Am I a freak? God does thou hate me? I wonder what
it would feel like to make love to a girl? WOuld it be
pleasant? I sometimes think how cute of a lesbian I would
be. I would be so pretty ( because LORD knows Im too girly
to be butch) I'd pass for a lipstick lesbian. There is this
one Shakira commerical where she's writhing around in the
sand, sweaty and delirious and shit...oh god it's fuckin
hornfest. I love her body..and J-Lo's. I just love girls in
general. But here's the catch; I feel the same way about
guy's too. Though I've never done anything sexual with
either man or female, I just have these sudden surges when
I see anyone remotely attractive. I just wanna kill over
from visual orgasms. Holy shit. I am the biggest loser out
there. wow.




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