Mindy aka Cutie
The life of a suicidal Teenager.
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
mY LIFE IS OVER AND i WANT TO DIE. lIEF SUCKS BALLS AND WE
ALL DESERVE TO DIE SOONER OR LATER SO, WHY NOT NOW. i HATE
EVERYTHING ABOUT ME AND I WISH THAT SOMEONE WOULD JUST
FUCKING PICK UP A GUN AND GO ON A RAMPAGE SO THEY WOULD
SHOOT ME. Then maybe everyone wouldn't be so upset that I
died. Because it would be there fault and not mine right?
I'm at school right now and have the razor in my
backpack...I'm so tempted just to take it out and do it
right in front of everyone. Just like I always dreamed
of. Killing myself in front of the whole school just so
they can see how much they actually hurt me. That it is
all there fault. I hate them so much. And, I hate how
everyone makes me feel here. I have a really close friend
named Matt and I take all kinds of shit for him. He doesn't
see it and will never know how much it hurts me. People
fucking still tell me to kill myself because I hang out
with him and all kinds off bullshit like that. I am still
his friend and always will be but, enough is enough. It's
so hard sometimes to be there for people when you can't
even be there for yourself. God, will you please kill me
so I don't have to live in this god forsaken world anymore.