Christy

Damn it!

I dont want to be me. I hate me. I dont understand why the
hell I am who I am. Justene left me, and it fucking hurt.
But maybe, just maybe this was the begining of something
new for me. But no instead I had to get her back and I did.
And now I dont know. I dont know if it was in fact the
right thing for me to do. I mean...I know I love her, but I
just get so fucking mad!!!!!!!! GGGGGGrrrrrr. Who the fuck
have I become? I am not the same girl who used to have
hopes and fucking dreams. I am no one

God damn it, I am no one