I'm not dumb...

Mofo in the Wae
2003-05-11 17:58:46 (UTC)

Frendships and Future

I talked to Adam last night... matbe I shouldn’t have... if
we were still friends it would b different but I don’t
think we r friends NE~more. I don’t think he’d wanna b
friends w/ me :-/ o well, stupit friendships, they’re
another thing in life that r pointless, cuz they never last
NE~wayz. Onlee friends that last forever r reallee worth
it... or friends that have a reallee important part in ur
past n will alwaes have a place in ur heart. I don’t have
manee friends from the past that have left in imprint in my
life, but I do have Sam, she’s my friend that I think will
last forever. We’ve never fought n we basicallee agree on
everything. My grandma is still w/ one of her friends, n
they’re reallee close. That’s how I want it to b w/ Sam.
And if I have kids they’re all gonna know her n stuff. Yep,
that’s how I want it to b, but idk if it will work out that
wae. I shur hope it does. Then again, my whole futures
prollee gonna b fucked up. I’m gonna b like some bum living
in an allee wae n eating from the trash n all my friends
will pretend they don’t know me and yeah, that’s how its
gonna b. and even if its not that bad its stil gonna suck.
Im not gonna get into NE colleges cuz my grades r so bad.
Okae, so I can go to Nassau Community w/ joseph, haha, but
idk, that’s not what my parents want. Then after getting
outta college I’m gonna hafta find a job. That will b hard
cuz I have no talent wut-so-ever. I’m just not good at
NE~thing. N then I wanna eventuallee get married tho I
don’t c that happening either. I mean, no guys even like me
now, all my friends have or did have BFs except me. I’m
such a fucking reject. Well, I gtg, peace out.

~KeLLee and QuaGGy




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