GreyWanderer

Diary of Stuff (Volume I)
2003-05-11 07:24:51 (UTC)

will, and grace (not the tv show)

it's late........

rented a few movies over the past few days.... i liked
Treasure Planet, though, because of the special animated
effects (animated fx??? lol...).... although, I wished Mr.
Arrow didn't have to disappear so permanently, unlike in
Muppet Treasure Island... Spirited Away....uhhh, well, i
fell asleep watching it this morning, before having to
return it.....

still flipping over Evanescence, hearing their music pretty
much constantly for the last several days.

Read a critique on Lord of the Rings, and it brought me
back to my childhood, when I first read it and absorbed the
story and characters into my psyche, pretty much almost
permanently it seems, in that the retelling of the tale
just sort of brought back flashbacks of walking through
rain, pretending that i was one of the characters in the
book, struggling to accomplish some enormous feat...looking
to the grey and black sky for circling Nazgul, anticipating
the arrival of help in the form of a wizard, and an army...
(lol)

my work schedule for this month has a lot of holes in it,
meaning that i will be off more days than on, but i really
don't want to complain about it, for i'd rather spend more
time at home, than not, but, still, yeah, got them puking
bills every month to take care of......(blast our economy,
to kingdom come...)

stuff that's bothering me, as of late...
1. My puking financial situation...
...hmmmmmmmm, lol, it seems that that is the only thing,
because I haven't been able to solve this dilemma for quite
some time now, lol....does anyone know the next 6 numbers
for the lottery? (lol)....

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Imaginary

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear
Of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming monsters
Calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story

If you need to leave the world you live in
Lay your head down and stay a while
Though you may not remember dreaming
Something waits for you to breathe again

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me