a freak

can you see the real me?
2003-05-11 01:41:14 (UTC)

how can i leave?

3 days ago I had every intention of leaving Sheldon. I
couldnt wait untill the end of the year so i could get out,
go to a different school, maybe have a little more
excitement in my life. Now I wonder, "how can I leave?"
What happend? I found drama. The past two nights i
ushered our school's production of "Footloose" Not to brag
or anything, but our school's drama program is awesome.
Last year they were ranked 5th in the country. But
ushering Footloose showed me a whole new world of people i
had thought i couldn't find at sheldon. I discoverd people
that are real, not just fake, closed minded, preps.
Hanging out backstage made me realize that i really should
of done drama this year. by the end of the cast party last
night i was thinking, "how can i leave without giving drama
a chance." I cant wait for the fall production next year.
I want to be in it. Drama has changed my mind from, "God i
cant wait to get out of here." to, "how can i leave?"




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