Virgin_Suicide

My wrists r crying red.
2003-05-10 10:35:24 (UTC)

Every day is so wonderful...

...Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe.


To all my friend im delirious, so consumed in all my gloom.


Those words are so true for me. My longest friend and
fellow bitch, Bella. Bella is slowly but for surely
leaving me. She is aggrivated by my pain, can not hack it
any more, she wants out. And i don't blame her.

Now, now..now I am extinct. My spirit has gone with the
wind. My happiness has cascaded into oblivion. I am
battered by the insecurities of my body, Im so ashamed.
Don't look at me. If you look, you will be warped in by my
ugliness.

Everything can bring me down. I am weakened by the path I
chose in life. Does this make me stupid? I reckon so.
aargh. I'm delirious, soaking in my infested memories. I
am empty. I am utterly alone. So, yeah come along. Bring
me down today. I am full of ugly mistakes, everywhere i go
I am reminded. I am an empty tune. Join the club - batter
me untill I die. Bring me down today.

I wanna die. Simplicity.




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