Someone

Please... just... end it for me?

Kill me.
Seriously.
Just do it.
Please?
Please?
Please?
Why not?
Please?
I beg of you.
Wait...
I don't want to die
Do I?
No, not really.....
But we can pretend.
Can't we?
Can't things get better?
I doubt it.
I really do.
Hmmmmmm
Bubble Gum Shoes?
What the fuck?
I am insane.

:::That ain't a poem... it's just random shit I wrote down...
Ahhhhhhhh Hi. I'm Shaun...
yah.....Miiiiisssseeeerrrrryyyyyyyyy............. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm

Ok so I don't have school after 5 PM on Thursday.. sweet.. and
ahhh I wrote like a few new poems and like 2 new songs
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Hmmm and I got my hair cut and my nails done to... Why do I just
feel like singing that club song by Destiny's Child... Bounce baby
bounce bounce work it work it twist baby twist you betta dip that
thing you betta dip that thing!...

AHHHHHHHh

need help...

help me help myself in this cold and miserable world that I have let
froze around me......

I like Vodka.
I like pencils.... I like music......... I like you?
Depends on who you are really...... I got a new fan YAY!!!!!!! Now I
won't sweat my balls off every night ALONE in my room...

Ahh I think I've written enough shit for one night... I don't even know
why I wrote... OH FUCK I just rememberd I have to write entries for
Stress Management... I betta do that tommarow along with my
accounting homework...

So what should I be when I grow up.. I don't fuckin know anymore...
Do I want to write? Business shit? Accountant? A lottery winner?
A song writier? A bum on the side of the road beggin' for change?
I don't FUCKING know anymore.....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
..... ummm...

yeah.

Bye....

-Shaun