Eyes of a fallen angel

Just another Disturbance
2003-05-08 22:30:50 (UTC)


My life as it lies in front of me seems a little touched
I feel that i will end up being old and alone
i dont deserve a guy to treat me good
i dont deserve anything
i just want to be left alone
nothing to worry about
no one to care about
not even myself
why can't life be simple?
It can be for some people
why not me?
i should have thought before i did it
but no i didnt
like always i messed it all up
i messed it up once again
look i did it again!
i dont like the way it is
i wish deep down i could change the person i am
but i cant
i am stuck in this little psycho body for life