Infiniterocker

hello kitty cat
2003-05-07 21:50:55 (UTC)

sweet dreams

I had some really fucked up dreams last night...

It was a world war and they were packing all these people
into these little compounds where we were supposed to stay
for our own saftey---and I don't remember too much about
it....except I do know my Sara was there....and she was
chugging down bottles of cheap wine and vodka and I was
screaming at her for lying about being fucking
sober....when she was sitting there drinking all this
alcohol..and she was like "I can drink every now and then"
AND I got really upset..and I went outside and Logan and
Jordan pulled up and Jordan was like "Kelly! Sissy!" and I
was really confused because they were all grown up Logan
looked like he was 45 and they were like "yeah, Mom can
drink sometimes now, she's not an alocholic anymore.." and
I asked Sara "Why the hell did you leave Austin and not
even tell me? Are you living in Grays Lake IL now?" and she
flipped out because she didn't want to discuss Grays
Lake...it was really strange. I woke up kind of uneasy and
like a minute after I woke up Mike text messaged me---I
don't even think about that shit anymore. Logan and Jordan
don't answer my emails. Sara only wrote me a letter that
said "Oh I'm in IL now, here is my mobile number if you
ever need it" ..and she sent it on a postcard I had
designed like 7 years ago---it was almost insulting. That
is such a long drawn out story I'm done fuckign writing
about it.




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