Jai

Sex, drugs, rock and roll
2003-05-03 08:11:53 (UTC)

bitchout

im slowly going crazy. just got off an 18 hour shift at
work-which im pretty sure isnt legal-and im hurting. plus
its a weekend-night time-all the crazy people come out to
torment me. probably not their sole purpose for leaving the
trailer park, or wherever theyre from, but it sure seems
like it. i got proposed to-aint that great. too bad i had
to turn him down cuz id never met the guy before-and he was
missing teeth (a definite turnoff). id like to think he
wasnt, but im pretty sure he was serious. we get alotta
truly crazy people like that-and they seem to only come out
at night.
also my skin has turned green-that concerns me a bit. im
thinking lac of sleep is the cause. i knew this one stoner
kid and hed sometimes turn green-my guess cuz he was
putting toxins into his body about 24/7-but i havent been
smoking much lately.

....and im off to work again in less than six hours. what a
great weekend this has turned out to be.

nathans been different. he lost his job-n found out he
might not be able to make it out to college next year-and
hes in some trouble with the police (nothing too bad
though), so hes been all depressed and he wont come out of
his house, and never answers the phone. i hate seeing him
like this-cuz its just totally not him.

so my ears---10g isnt enough, i gotta go bigger. anyone who
knows me saw this coming. i thought id be able to see
visibly through the hole at 10g, but you cant-so im a
little disappointed.

Kristin came in to see me at work tonight, and since i was
by myself and it was totally crazy she helped me out a bit,
and when it wasnt real busy or we had a second we'd go to
the backroom and makeout. that made the night better.




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