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Mundane Confessions Of A Mundane Girl
2003-05-03 01:38:51 (UTC)

to quote Mark: i dont get it

i dont get it.... here is a list of a few things in this
world that i will NEVER understand

a) whenever my life starts to look a little bit brighter,
everyone elses falls down
b) how people can be so shallow, egotistical and mean and
yet still have tons of friends *cough* allison
c) why some one, some day said it was alright for 14 yr
olds to fall in love
d) when my life is shit-assed everyone elses is just
amazing (co-inciding with A)
e) how alone i really am, even tho im surrounded by people
who love me


my life, at this moment, is looking pretty damn good. me
and mark are... well... we are. were not dating but thats
ok because lord knows i'd fuck that up royally... but
anyways, it feels like now that i got my life realativly on
path, everyone around me seems to be falling off theirs...

its weird because i never really noticed jessie was so sad
before. like i always know she'd evenutally go back to
liking him again, thats just inevitable... but she always
seemed... not sad. maybe she was always sad, and i just
didnt notice because i was to busy caring about myself... i
duno... am i to self centered?

its weird... i dont get it




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