Rush

I'll hold my breath
2003-04-30 07:01:15 (UTC)

Uneasy

YAY! I got to talk to Lyna. That was VERY needed. I also
talked to Lauren for a little bit. I miss her. I think
she's coming down this summer, so that should be
fun. ::Sighs:: I'll go straight to the reason I'm writing
in this. I just talked to my friend. I made a huge mistake
telling him I cut myself again. And I swore to my friend
that this is my last time, right Lauren? I LOVE YOU LAUREN!
Right, so my friend that I was talking to said he'd tell
our school councelor next time I do it. But I'm worried
he'll tell her this time. I don't think I'd be able to talk
to her and go through all of that again. If I end up
getting a call from the office, I'm going to go to my
locker, get my things and just leave. I would've waited
until I got paid from my Mom and Rick, but if I get called
down, I'll just leave. Of course I'd have no where to go.
Surprise, surprise. I think I'd come to my dad's house
since he'd probably be asleep. I wouldn't want to take any
of his money though. I don't know what I'll do. I'll
probably have enough money to take the bus. Then I could
walk to where ever I'm going. I don't know. It's pretty
late and I'd better go to sleep since I have to wake up
early tomorrow. Night.
~Katie~
P.S.~
Hey, I'm sorry this entry isn't too happy. But hey, if
you're going to read my diary, you might as well read who I
am. Not some fake person that's always happy right? I'll
write happy stuff when that happens. Which has happened but
right now I needed to get this off of my chest. Night.




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