I'm a girl, not a band!!!
2003-04-30 04:25:33 (UTC)


I've been looking at the journals and diaries of others
and I see 2 things lately. Either the person has someone
and it's creating a lot of problems or they don't have
someone and it's creating a lot of problems.

I suppose that this is life. You either have it or you
don't and both ways have complications. Are we ever happy
with what we have? I'm not sure. But I can say this; for
the moment, I'm neither lonely or dealing with how I view
someone's feelings for me.

I'm proud of this fact. It's been a long, hard struggle
for me to get over Chris. And though he's still my friend,
he's not right for me. I've finally accepted this fact. We
will never be together. Period.

I loved the times we spent together. Falling asleep with
him, laughing with him, crying to him, and everything else
inbetween. And that's not to say that I won't ever see him
again because I hope I do. But I also know that none of
that will have any underlying hope. Which is sad. But it's
also life. And life goes on.

Whether you want it to or not.