Mark

Honor Among Thieves
2003-04-29 19:59:24 (UTC)

Screaming little kids

Dude, I am so tired of screaming little kids...I mean I
love kids and all, but I work at a medical center, and
there are these little kids that scream the most shrill
noise in the world...honestly, i am surprised that the
windows dont shatter. and what makes it all worse are the
stupid immature parents who dont do anything about it, and
act as if nothing is happening and they do not even attempt
to keep the kids somewhat quiet. I understand being a
parent is hard, I used to have a son, but at least whenever
I took him somewhere, if he was crying or screaming or
whatever, i would do my very best to calm him down and find
out what he wanted....I miss him sometimes....I dont think
about him as often as i used to, but I still think about
him from time to time. Dont go and think that he died or
anything like that...i was married for 11 months, and she
had a kid..so technically it was my step-son, and when we
split she took him....so im glad to be rid of the bitch,
but sometimes it was fun to have a little kid around....but
at this point in my life..a child is the last thing that i
actually need. I am trying to finish up my degree, hold
down a full time job, keep a social life, and spend time
with my very beautiful girlfriend (hi tracy!).

Its funny, I got an e-mail from my mom yesterday asking me
if I loved tracy.....I dont really know how to answer
that....I care about her a lot, but I dont want to call it
love yet..I mean, sometimes I have wanted to say it to
her...but I catch my tounge as it is coming out...i dont
want to scare her, or say it too early....we both agreed to
keep that word out of the relationship for as long as
possible...so it is really nice, and i cant complain too
much, because she is really really good to, and for me.
she has made me feel things that i never thought possible
in other relationships that i have had....by far this is
the best one that i have ever been in...it is fun, it is
easy. For it being fun, no matter what we do, it is always
enjoyable, and exciting. and for it being easy...this is
the first ever relationship that i havent had to "make
work"...it has just worked all on its own which is really
cool. Like we havent even gotten into a real fight
yet...and its not like either of us are just swallowing our
pride and saying "yes dear no dear"....we just talk about
things that bother us....i mean it is really nice...i didnt
think stuff like that actually happened. I thought that it
only happened in the movies or in books. I still get
goosebumps when she smiles at me, and i still catch my
breath whenever she walks out the door of her house to come
and meet me. so its really really nice....its like...i
really dont have much to complain about in the relationship
other than i wish that i could read her mind....but i am
working on that.....but other than that...i have nothing to
complain about and i hope it stays that way...everyone has
tried to tell me that the "giggly new feelings" will wear
off....but to tell you the honest truth...they have just
grown stronger everytime that we go and do something.




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