a chick called Sam

I am sam's inner thoughts
2003-04-29 12:03:41 (UTC)

boring

isn't it ironic, the place where i feel safest is the
place which is destroying me. (home)

i feel like such a retard. my moods are changing so
rapidly...i feel so lost and confused. it also feels like
everyone in my life is leaving/neglecting me, though
they're probably not. just feels that way.

i understand if they are anyway, 'cos i'm being such a
depressed twat (though i hide it most of the time). i just
hurts being alone, it's annoying how worst fear is
becomming reality and it's all down to me.

oh well, i've decided that i'm going to try my hardest to:
think positive, stop writing negative journal entries
(both here and in the book), try and get a hold on my
life, plan a sturdy future, become one of the brady bunch
(scary), and err help the family.

xsamx




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