Masaki

my empty life
2003-04-29 09:13:39 (UTC)

i hate him

i hate tanr. i just don't like him anymore. but i know if
he is totalk to me, i will forget about not liking him.
he is quite a frivolous guy. i dunno how to phrase it.
i can only blame myself for being stupid enough to think
that i am special enough to be exchanging sms with him. for
all i know, he probably does that with many other female
colleagues.
i was very happy when he emailed me after he knew i had
signed up for the diving course but last night, i bumped
into this colleague from Servicing. i was asking her why
she backed out then she told me that tanr also asked her
the same question. so that means, they must know each other
quite well also lor. i also don't like the girl, started
telling about the guy she was smsing kept asking her to be
the girlfriend and also that she had 2 boyfriends in 2
months after she broke up with her boyfriend of 2 years.
duh, like i was interested to know. as though i know her
super well. why would anyone go roung telling people about
her own breakup?
anyway, after i realised that tanr is such a person, i
deleted his number from my hp. i must control myself not to
be so crazy anymore.
life sucks.
diving was cool. i had a good time.
now i think i got some rashes on my tummy, very itchy, must
shower more cleanly tonight. hopefully will go away soon
coz i will be going to Ubin soon.
i was quite irritated with Jeslyn too, kept asking me about
the briefing that i went yesterday and the time it ended. i
need to get a sleeping bag soon. i'm quite tired now, still
have to go for the dance class and face that Pontawe woman,
so sickening!! aaagghh!!




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