Sessa

Sessa
2003-04-29 03:28:14 (UTC)

Just sitting and waiting.....not so patiently

Ok, why do there have to be guys in this world? Just a
simple question and there is no such thing as a simple
answer to it. ggrr. recently, i have been having trouble
with guys. i have friends that are guys but none of them
seem to be potential material. you know? i am jsut tired
of it. being the third wheel at prom is not going to be my
idea of a good time. Michelle is going to want me to go so
bad. i would go but i don't want to be there with no
date. it is prom. you are not supposed to go to prom
dateless. at least in my opinion. maybe i am just old-
fashioned but i don't think i am. looks like lady luck is
looking down on me. i have a dress and everything. rrrr.
you know what, i am being selfish. thats not cool. i need
to be thankful for my friends that i have. besides, i am
probably not going to find anyone that is lifelong material
until college or after college. i am not saying that it
can't happen, it is just that the odds are against you.
This whole entry was a waste. i seem to have answered my
own question. It is just so hard to be patient and let God
handle our lives for us. we are human and that is our
downfall. oh well, my time will come. but i can't help
but have a small bit of jealousy about those who have a
boyfriend or a girlfriend. but then i just remember how
much work they are and how little time i have so it is kind
of a good thing that i don't have one. AAHH!! i am so
confused!!




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