i cant sleep. i have two big finals tomorrow, another
doctors appointment and exit paperwork for lexmark and im
sitting online like an idiot. talking to monica. shes
really cool. it sucks how really cool people get their
hearts broken. and im just not good at making people feel
its weird how much has happened to me... i hadnt listened
to the murmurs in the longest time, and i did last night.
and this one song that i remember was playing the morning i
dropped richard off at his house, and dawn and i drove off
and i said "i'm over it." the morning after. its amazing
how many mistakes you can make when youre not even paying
attention. i mean. i love matt more than ive ever loved
anyone. but i miss having someone who i KNOW is in love
with me, who i KNOW will do anything i want and drop
anything for me at any moment..
I WANTED TO BE THAT SPECIAL GIRL
EVERYBODYS GOT A LITTLE SOMETHING TO HIDE BUT ME
EVERYBODYS GOT A LITTLE SOMEONE TO CRUSH BUT ME
EVERYBODYS GOT A LITTLE SOMEONE TO TRUST BUT ME
anyway. enough of that, that will get me nowhere. i'll be
starting over soon. and it wont matter.
everytime i look into your lovely eyes
i see a love that money just cant buy
one look at you i drift away
i pray that you are here to stay
anything you want, you got it,
anything you need, you got it,
anything at all, you got it
everytime i hold you i begin to understand
everything about you tells me im your best friend
so i live my life to be with you
cus no one can do the things you do
anything you want, you got it
anything you need, you got it
anything at all, you got it.
you got it.