OrganizedConfusion

Conversation Peace
2003-04-28 03:27:23 (UTC)

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Dear Journal,
I guess I will update both journals. I wish I could
chose one to update in but I like them both. This is so
messed up. I am thinking that I need my own journal. One to
write in and hope no one looks at. I wonder if I told
everyone to leave it alone if they actually would. I
seriously doubt it. There are some things I just can't say.
Some things I would never ever ever say. Some things I am
dying to say, but I never want anyone to know.
Screw this.. I just wrote out why I feel like I do,
but I erased it. It is pointless to tell the world why I am
how I am. At least it feels like it right now. I am tempted
to just go and cry. I want someone to talk to but there is
no one to talk to. I can't talk to anyone. Maybe if I am
still like this tomorrow I will do something about it. I
think I am going to go write something. I don't know what.
Something so I just stay calm. So I don't panic and freak
out like I do.
-- Allie --




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