BlackEyed

Borderline and Schizo
2003-04-28 02:08:14 (UTC)

oopsie

my other diary isnt saving what i wrote so im keeping it
safe here:
smashing pumpkins
over the past two days, i feel like i have been listening
to them non-stop. i love it. and them of course. they
rock.also this weekend: lots. kinda. maybe?ON
friday: after schoolie i went with maddie and alex to the
UIC pavillion. there was a string-cheese incident concert
there, but we werent going to see it. no no. just wait. in
the parking lot, i dont know what to call it, a place with
lots of people and booths? yknow... anyway. there were a
lot of today-hippies. we had gone to buy a piece. we found
one for fifteen bucks. its preeeetty. we also secured
ourselves some weed. we saved it for later that weekend. me
and maddie went to her house and we dyed my hair. its
black, but not so much blue. i still like it a lot
lot.ON saturday: babysat for my cousins. got 35 bucks.
then i came home and then went out with my friends. they
had tried out the piece earlier. and there was lots of weed
left and it was good so i smoked some. man, i smoked almost
a whole bowl. maybe not but still. i was SO gone. we were
playing sorry, and i remember a puddle of water... then i
had to come home, but i was still up. bad? youd think so,
but in actuality, no. my mom was awake, but, she was tired
and dint notice. iw ent straight up to my room, kinda
panicing in my head as i went. but i watched some tv. i
dont rememebr exactly what. i remember getting off, but i
dont remember how good it was or wasnt.ON sunday
(today): i woke up. i wasnt sure if i was still up or
not. :) it was early in the moring, like eight or so? and
so i laid in bed for a long time. long time. then i read a
billion pages of history, feeling really wierd the entire
time. and now here i am. im gunna read more harry potter. :)
moplease save! ::crosses fingers::




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