tbqb12

my stupid mouth
2003-04-28 01:37:35 (UTC)

None of the above

nothing i'd rather do on my last day of vacation than go to
school! but that's where i found myself tonight for an
hour and a half. we reviewed for the ap history national
exam, but i don't think i learned much of anything. well,
i did learn that i know next to nothing. the only reason i
did relatively well on the practice tests was that i had
kim help me since she takes the same course at pomfret.
she knew a lot more than i did.

i had trouble concentrating at the review session for
several reasons. first of all, i was sitting almost
directly across from jeff. you see, just him being in the
room distracts me enough; he doesn't even need to be
anywhere in my vicinity. plus, he was using my
pencil...now this is very junior high-ish of me, but that
pencil is now one of my favorite things on earth. so
little girl-ish of me, but i can't help it. part of me is
still 11.

other distracting things included: taryn kicking me under
the table (though not purposely), mr. haebler droning on
about who-knows-what, lindsay making sarcastic comments
that mr. haebler did not appreciate, and the starnge
buzzing noise in the background.

i hate feeling unprepared, but i know that's how i'll feel
come may 9 when we have to take this ridiculius thing.
only good thing is, i know i'm not setting myself up for
disappointment because i have no expectations whatsoever!
the expectations i do have are negative anyway.

9 hours and 4 minutes till i take the dreaded walk to the
bus stop...




Ad: