ItsSoCold

Sometimes.. I need to hide from everyone
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Ezoic
2003-04-27 23:12:13 (UTC)

Life's fucking strange

I don't know. Let's see.. I just read all Brittany's
entries about loving Mat. What the hell is wrong with me??

So, I go to Danny's house.. Sit there thinking about Mat.
WHAT THE FUCK?! Seriously..

I think he's the most caring person and he's funny and just
like, really cool.

But.. like.. am I just STUPID?! I mean, Stephanie told me
and Brittany used to talk about how he cheats on his
girlfriends and shit. But I still really like him.. So much.

I'm just one for pain. My arm is actually better. Like, by
tomorrow I could probably wear short sleeve shirts again!
YAY! I've been putting aloe shiz on it! YAY ME! It's
getting better.

This weekend.. Friday.. Hung out with Christy, Sean, Mat,
and Morgan who is pretty cool. Then, called up Ashley and
went to her house. I will not lose my friend of 8 years, no
matter how stupid that seems. Saturday.. I called Danny and
invited myself over. It's easier just being friends with
him. No. It's not. Don't mean to sound stupid or conceited
but I really think Danny kinda likes me. And then he was
like, "I love you Nikole." which was just cute and stuff.
But like, I don't think I like him anymore.

I have a problem being friends with guys. It's like, either
I like them or I just don't really make an effort to talk
to them. Like, it's something I don't mind or care about.
Like, I don't care about having guy friends. It's weird.
Like, I'm gonna try to be friends with Danny without liking
him and without not wanting to be around him. Like, Mike,
it's hard to hang out with him because I just.. Don't like
him. Like more than a friend. It's weird. I think I'm dumb.

But, I like mat. Me and Danny are friends. Uhh.. I don't
really like anyone in Stephanie's second period class but I
still talk to them so that's good.. And.. I don't like Ivan
but I can talk to him.. yay. I'm not shutting people out.

So.. Life's really strange. Tomorrow.. I go to school. :)

I hope Christy can drive me. Like.. Seriously. I hate
riding the bus so much.

IHATEITIHATEITIHATEIT.

Lately, people have been cool. Maybe, it's better I don't
fall in love with someone. I still really like mat. So much.


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