Paranoid

GrassAttack
2003-04-27 03:58:17 (UTC)

ahh, yes.

hahaha, wow. i cannot believe her. what am i saying? of
course i can, shes rowan. a major bitch and unlikely poser.
so she lists all these bands, and claims that only posers
listen to them blahblahblah, that they suck blahblahblah.
alright, so whats it really matter? i dont see anybody else
really getting all hyped up about posers. and, hey rowan,
did u happen to notice that over half the bands u listed
that we were listing to two months ago? probably not, since
you never see any of your faults, cause you dont got none.
right?

i am so sick of her. ive never met anybody like her, who
constantly has to be judging someone and labeling them.
thats about the only thing she does, is label people. i am
now labled a poser because, apparently, im trying to be
punk. i didnt really notice, but hey! who am i to say? ya
know?

i got my nose peirced, finally. after 4 years of begging
and pleading with my mom, and i finally get it done. and
she claims this to be poserish, and suddenly as well. hey,
maybe you just didnt know me as well as you think you did.
so, i buy some music ive never heard of because its cheap
and i want to experiment. and that makes me a poser? well,
alright, if that makes me a poser then i suppose i am.

oh, and ive changed so much? really now. again, i must
say you really musta not have known me. and no, i dont copy
my "punk friend". shes referring to bradd there, and why
she thinks hes punk is beyond me, because ive never talked
to her aboot him at all. and, being punk is all a state of
mind. you dont just become punk. you dont go to a punk chat
room to be punk, you go cause you like the tunes. being
punk doesnt mean you go around saying youre punk. if youre
punk, youre vaguely aware of it. and still, its all just a
state of mind, youre just being you. which is what im
doing, being me. so if shes seeing it as trying to be punk,
or being poserish, welp then thats me. im trying to be WHO
i want to be, not what. too bad you cant see that rowan.
too bad you dont see people as who and not what.




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