shitonastick

depths of hell, shores of heaven
2003-04-27 02:10:29 (UTC)

cold people make me happy

how ironic can that be? people like andrew rice make me
happy...they make me feel...not happy...denial is good! no
seriously...bri came over today and we were just talking
and she said something about someone saying stuff and i was
like ...let me guess...andrew...god i can't stand that
kid...wtf is his problem always trying to talk shit...him
and ryan o...i aint ever done anything to those
kids...they're just jerks...but i could care less to talk
about them...they're not worth it...but i am apparently to
them...and david stuck up for me? yea i thought that was
weird too...bri was tellign me that david doesn't
understand why i'm still his friend after all he's done to
me (the abuse)...personally i think it's funny and it keeps
me on my toes...so i don't care...i let david know when i
care..and he stops...so it's all good...shane and i were
talking about david on friday night about how he really has
two split personalities...like at school...he's this wild
kid that's everywhere and loud...and at home he just wants
to be alone and is quiet and does nothing...that's the true
david...just he doesn't care to show anyone that...he says
he doesn't care...but he does...and he says he isn't scared
but he is...he likes this gal and she likes him...but he's
afraid of her...cause she's so much more "expierenced" than
him...and he doesn't want to look stupid...but i can
understand that...and david getting in fights and stuff is
a complete joke...he just yells and runs away...i'm a
really good fighter...i've had practice...ask nathan and
kelin...you don't want to mess with me...cuase i'll fuck
you up...even if i don't look the part...which i
dont...yea...soccer o yea...got tryouts next sat...and then
delware tourney is some time...but it's the same weekend as
my bro's graduation...so i'm hopefully going up with the
twins...that'd be a lot of fun...dom would probably drag
along too...but that's cool...shane finally saw how cool
those kids are...they're cool around people they're
comfortable...they're funny...like shane claims...shanes a
smart kid...he played this trick on me at soccer...it was
really good...at dinner last night with shane and his
mom...we talked for like two hours...it was sweet...i can
talk to his mom forever...cause she's a cop...in a jail
too...so she's got all these sweet stories..and shane and i
just sit their in aw!...it's sweet...but um...we talked
about my vacation and then we got to talking about my mom
going to las vegas this summer...and i was like she's not
taking me cuase there's ntohing there for my age...but
shane and his mom said it's awesome...you just gotta go
with someone that's your own age...and shane ask if he
could come if we do go...that'd be sweet...well i'm out...i
guess it's been a good weekend...tomorrow...i'm going
looking for cars...already have three people we're going
to...and hopefully we'll take one...an explorer! i'm
happy...it's better than a civic...later




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