forever changing
2003-04-26 21:16:17 (UTC)


i did it again and i do know why because i am fat and i am
ugly and i have been eating so much this last week it is
driving me insane it is so nasty i have just been eating
and i feel so fat and ugly and yuck so i did it and i
cried. i know it is not good for me but i don't care it
felt ok. i don't care anymore i just want to feel pretty i
don't want to be fat anymore i just want to be thin and i
want . . . i don't know what i want. i have no want and i
think i am goin ot go now because this is not working i
cant find anything ot type so . . . bye