Barrett James

I hope you dont mind I put down in words
2003-04-26 07:06:12 (UTC)

too much today

well i got up to go golfing at 6 and ended up not going so
i went back to bed til 12 then got up for an interview at
the park district. then geomele and i were gonna hang out,
but teddy called and we were gonna go play golf. then he
came over, then geomele and gabby came over. we sat for a
bit, then they said they were doing homework for most of
the day and i had stuff to do, but not that i could do away
from home. so i decided to go play golf with teddy. and
let me say, hes one of few that is able to pull me away
from any time with geomele. it was a tough decision based
on the facts and then she said that she would see me and be
with me later. neway we played, it was cold as hell,
colder than wed. then we went back to his house and ate.
then we came back home and i changed and he left. well i
called geo and jamie. geo was with other people and jamie
was with maurees and jessie. it was so strange and jamie
said it perfectly later on. geomele is a different person
when shes with those people. but i cant judge but she
seemed different and like she didnt need to be bothered
with me. so i went over to jamies. i first picked up
gabby. then we chilled for a bit then we headed over to the
movie. we saw identity. it was good. geo and i had a
little text battle. fun i guess. well she ended with "ya i
shoulda sat with you." and all im thinkin is shoulda
woulda coulda u know. its strange, all of a sudden im
really irritated with her, i still love her to death and my
feelings havent changed, but i dunno. and then she ran
off. wutever. then i dropped off gabby and jessie. gabby
and i talked for a bit. it was fun. then i came home and
was online and geo was commenting on my previous entry and
she said she does things liek that and sometimes wants to
call me her boyfriend. then precedes to say but were not
haha. what am i supposed to say oh ya, haha? this is so
stupid, if we both feel as if we are supposed to be calling
each other it, then why dont we? id love it. and it seems
so perfect. but were both too stubborn to bring it up.
should i bring it up? no, shes in hell the next few weeks,
theres no time for me or neone else for that matter. so
that might not be such a good idea. well, im done with
this entry, im sick of writing. goodnight to all. peace
and love!!! i love you!


granger
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