~ShOrTy BrItTy~

My LiFe
2003-04-26 06:59:04 (UTC)

Don't You Hate The Word L - O - V - E?

-Die for love-
I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well
He took my heart away from me
Now he wants to set me free
I see a girl on his lap
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed
Not a word to mother was said
Father came home late that night
He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope
He took his knife to cut me down
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave Dig it deep
Dig my grave From head to feet
And on the top place a dove
And remember this, I died for love….

~*I'm giving up on loving
I cant take the pain you've put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
Maybe someday you will care
At least for now I can hide my pain
I know if I dont, I'll go insane
Our time apart has made me realize
There is no second chance when it comes to guys
I almost had you back one time
But of course, you changed your mind
The many excuses that you have told
Are getting lame and really old
We never talk anymore
Its like a room to ur life and u've slammed the door
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now i know wut love is all about
I'm happy then I cry and cry
Where there was truth becomes all lies
All in all it never ends for good
But then again, who thought it would?

~*You said you loved me
And I thought it was true!
But come to find out,
You never loved me
I know love don't last forever
But I still wanted to try
All the pain and tears I still had left to cry
My best friend said it wouldn't last
But I thought she was just mad at me
Then I got real mad at her
And said just wait and see
I guess she was right in the first place
That I should have kept my distance from you
But if she saw you like I did she would love you too!
My head said you should try it
But my heart said, yet again
That I should have listened to the voice of my best friend!!!
Well know my heart'z in pieces becuz of one thing: the male race!!!

~*I like you because of who you are to me
I hate you because of what you did to me
I miss you because you got her, not me
I love you and that's how it will always be
A smile can turn the greyness blue
A smile can say I love you too
A smile can melt any young girls' heart
Then how come your smile still tears me apart? *~

*~*From a distance*~*
From a distance I watch him
And there is no controling his mind or his heart
For i am just watching with a smile so grim
It is ripping me apart I cannot change him
He loves her and thats the way it has to be
Because I am afraid he does not love me
And its sad to say
That he feels this way!

~*~I Always Imagine Your Gentle Touch*~*
If Only You Knew I Felt This Much
Not Being With You I'm Falling Apart
Cuz I Don't Know How To Get To Your Heart
If You Could Only See The Luv In My Eyes
Of All Those Nights I Sat And Cried
Just Look At Me I'm Standing Here
Just Call Out My Name And I'll Be There
How Long The Wait, I Don't Know
When That Day Comes I'll Let It Show
If Only You Knew My Feelings For You
I'll Stay Hopeful You'll Feel The Same Way Too

I always thought U Me=Never,
You made me believe it meant forever,
When you said that, I believed it was true,
Even my friends believed i wuz the one for you.
I felt I'd known you all my life
Even thought I'd only known you a couple months.
When you dumped me, I felt like my heart had been cut w/a knife,
That day wuz the day I saw you smear.
For weeks I cried, And for weeks I tried,
For weeks all i did was long...
Then I realized, from the beginning, I was rite, and u were wrong.