monica

monica's mind
2003-04-26 03:58:05 (UTC)

yeah okay... i totally forgot about this thing

its been a few months or something... i guess... but then i
needed to talk and i remembered... lol this place is rad...
like that friend you take for granted... i have one... i
know for sure he'll always be there for me... and he does
so much for me... but i dont give him enough credit at
all... im trying to change... and the funny thing is...
this dude who was a total ass i made it seem like he was
the greatest friend in the world... shows how typical i can
be... but all in all... when it comes down to it... i cant
talk to people about me... about the real me... everyone
says im a cool person... but im just going through the
motions... i have this constant feeling of misery... this
constant thought that im already dead... the real me is
dead and im just... here... and theres also this undying
love for danny... who never once leaves my mind... always
traipsing around in my subconcious... in the depths of my
mind... and i always feel him there... hes not dead but he
might as well be... look... im always up to make new
friends so email me when you get a chance...
[email protected]... or even im me... aim-
rufiolover602 and msn- [email protected].... but
anyways... i just finished watching pump up the volume and
clerks and high fidelity... i love those movies... among
millions of others... but they make me think a lot...
everything makes me think actually... my mind is just
constantly whirling with thoughts and worries... and i just
babble on... i guess ill shut up now... and go read some
entries...




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