a chick called Sam

I am sam's inner thoughts
2003-04-25 23:16:34 (UTC)

I ve had an extreemly fun..

I've had an extreemly fun day...I did the photography
shoot, whith a few of my closest friends. I got them to
dress up, etc...then later on we spent the day chasing my
dog after she ran away. For some strange reason we were
lying on the floor, during a part of it...we believed that
doing so would attract her towards us. Then in the evening
I walked out the house, said "Bye mom I've got your car
keys"...stole the car (with 3 mates)....and drove 5 miles
or so. Shit I've never been so scared, what an adrenaline
rush. We don't know how to drive you see. I'm Suprised I
managed to drive on a main road calmly!! Though I
completely forgot to use signals, etc...

Though for some reason, I don't feel so happy anymore.
I've just been sitting around with some friends and
suddenly unhappyness dawned on me...completely unprovoked,
I think.

The intro to the song Minute Man-Resigned to Life, will
sum up how I feel. Sort of melencholy. Just sorrowful, not
majorly upset. A bordelining sadness, which is always
there even though I maybe enjoying that moment in time.

Understand?

It's increadibly hard to explain...so I'll stop..

They're upstairs watching baby videos of my brother who
has gone to thialand for 5 months. Hehe, I feel so bad for
him, no reefers for that little boy for so long. He's been
sent there, to prevent him from socialising with his bad
influencial friends. My fathers orders...oh no...those bad
friends have jsut come down stairs...gotta go.

ciao
xxx




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