Nasethray

Book of Dreams
2003-04-25 22:54:07 (UTC)

wowsy

i haven't written here in a long time, probably because
i've been busy and haven't thought of this website for a
while...........i guess i'll update you on what's going
on..........
i've started a new -handwritten diary today, more
meaningful to me because i can see my own handwriting and
feel more emotion in the writing.
i'm very stressed out lately because of my parents'
constant quarrels
but a certain someone helps me feel alot better
i got a boyfriend but i'm going to dump him soon because i
don't like his personality that much..i'm too afraid to
look in his eyes too......he stalks me alot at school which
annoys me alot, and i've told him it annoys me.
i haven't been watching too much tv lately, only when i can
actually think about what i'm watching
i've been reading anne frank's diary....and i feel really
connected to her. i wish i was her friend :(.
i've been loaded down with school work, in which i'm
halfway handling.
i'm using this facewash my brother recommended and my zits
are disappearing pretty fast...that is..if i wash it alot
and don't PICK THEM!!!!!!!!! *catches self picking one -_-*
i've been cutting my clothes up alot lately lol
i got this black choker i like alot..i wear it every day
practically
i haven't been drawing alot. i feel like all of my pictures
are the same thing every time. i wish i could draw Halo
better, then i'd draw her all the time.........i feel like
i'm passing sorrow onto Halo though in some way. we're
truely connected in the heart and soul..even though i made
her up....*sighs*
everything isn't real right now. it's all fake in my eyes.
all except......................something i don't feel like
typing in here...........................
one last thing, my parents are getting a divorce if my dad
doesn't get a job within the next few months.
joy.
yours truely, Lauren
p.s. i've found a liking for my name because of the one i
love.......he actually likes my name..........^_^




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