Insight Into The Mind
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An Ode TO Pat
wow that sounds freakishly obbsessive!!!!
i dunno what it is about the guys i like but i think i am
naturally attracted to the one guy that will never like me
in return. it's like i send out a beacon for unobtainable
guys!! they either have girl friends that they have had
for like ever or they see me as 'one of the guys' and i
become a-sexual(by the way it really bites ass to be in
that position!!) but i get over them. seriously i do.
not this time though. FUCK ME SIDEWAYS!!!!!!!! i can't
get over him, and it fucking makes me so fucking mad with
myself!!!!!! because i can't think of any solid concrete
evidence to why i can't get this guy out of my head i have
compiled a list. yes a list. this is my new thing.
making lists. i have made like 10 in the past week. they
help get my thoughts down on paper without the hassel of
writing out entire journal entries. well anyways heres
1. he's never done anything remotley mean to me ~ every
other guy i know either hated me in elementary, or junior
high, so it made them really easy to get over
2. out of all the guys i know he is the most mature ~ this
REALLY doesn't say much for the other guys i know, but they
ARE grade 10 boys. you really don't expect much.
3. he's funny ~ even if his jokes are stupid he makes them
funny by how into them he gets.
4. he has a WIKKID smile ~ i'm telling you it's out of this
fucking world! Whoops had to wipe off the drool!
5. his eyes ~ there's just something about them
6. his hands ~ he has artists hands. omg they are SOOOOOO
7. his laugh ~ it just makes you want to laugh with him
well looking back that is a pretty concrete list, and maybe
i'm putting him up on a podium cos i like him, but hey my
friends think he's pretty great too!! not in the 'i wanna
go out with you' kinda way, but more the 'hey you'd make a
really good guy friend' kinda way!!
well there it is. errrrrrrgggggg!! i shouldn't have
written any of those down cos now i'll just think about
them more than i did before!!!
till next time,