worthless lil painslut

my submissive life
2003-04-24 05:42:10 (UTC)

Seeking online dom

So what i'm really looking for is an online dom. Not
someone to trade stories with or have cybersex with - but
someone actually willing to give me orders, expect them to
be followed, and dictate punishments for failure. For my
part i would report back on what i did, honestly and in
detail.
There's just something different about being told to
something. Sure, i can spank myself and wear nipple
clamps - but there is something much more exciting about
having someone else order me to do it.
And of course, another person could be much more complex
and firm on me than i would be on myself. For example, i
have two types of clothespins - wooden ones and plastic
ones. The plastic ones are much stronger so i usually use
them on the fleshy parts of my tits and use the weaker
wooden ones on my nipples - an online dom might tell me to
use the strong ones on my nipples and i would obey.
Certainly these orders have to be realistic. My life
outside is seperate and i'm not willing to let other people
find out about any of this - but my online dom could order
me to be in bondage under my clothes so that only he and i
know about it. He could have me keep track of the number
of infractions i make throughout the day and punish myself
for it later. i do have other work to do, but he could
punish me for not doing it early in the day and
procrastinating by not letting me play at all that night
and do chores instead.
He could make me spank myself harder and longer than i ever
would on my own. i normally sleep very comfortably, but my
online dom could easily put an end to that. So many things
i am willing to do but generally don't because it seems
silly to stand in the corner for no reason - i need someone
to give me a reason. Now i eat, piss, and orgasm whenever
i want - but i could learn control, if i were forced to.
i don't want it to be just a fantasy, i want it to be
realistic. Orders, commands, tasks to accomplish, lessons
to learn, punishments to administer, set rules,
discipline. A firm, no-nonsense dom to give me control i'm
lacking.
How long must i exercise?
How long must i wear the nipple weights?
How often can i use the toilet?
How often can i masturbate?
How many times must i spank my ass?
How many diary entries should i make each week?
And most important - what is the punishment for disobeying?




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